Do More Yourself.

Came across this video and it made me stop and think. Do things for yourself don't get someone else to do them for you.  

March is here again ....

and where no better then we where last year.  We are in week 3 of lockdown with at least another week to go.  Things are better on the covid front but we still are seeing cases but we are in the single digits of new cases and I think we are just a little over 100 active cases.  With 2 new deaths bringing our total to 6.  I haven't really been keeping close tabs. It is stressing me out to be honest.  

I have been doing the bare minimum most days for to many days now.  I just can't seem to get out of the funk I am in. I have moments but, nothing that is lasting.  I have to force myself to do other things just to get it done.  This is so not like me.  I know part of it is the lockdown and part of it is winter.  I just can't get out like I want to walk.  Plus going places now is just to much worry about getting sick or bringing it home to those who really can't afford to get it. 

The things that usually brings me out of my funk isn't helping.  I love to read but last month I read only two books and that was early in the month.  I did manage to read a book last night it was a little over 100 pages so I guess that is something.  I love to listen to music but don't get to do that much where I usually get the time to do that is on walks.  One silver lining has been tiktok.  I have probably been spending too much time on there but it seems to be the only thing to distract me lately.  I really need to keep out of me head it isn't really a good place lately.  I know this will pass but I just wish it would sooner then later. 

So that is basically how I have been.